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[05 Dec 2003|08:39pm] |
well, like i said, im bored. so im just going to pretty much write about whats on my mind at the moment. Which is quite simply put as girl problems.
it sounds lame, but its been basically 4 years now since i havent had a girlfriend, round about this time 4 years ago actually. The funny thing is though that i dont really care about the whole samara thing, its just basically the fact that ive been alone for 4 years now. Its quite an overwhelming feeling sometimes. I know theres plenty i could do about it, which as a matter of fact i've been doing as much as i possibly can, but hey, i guess some people just get all the luck hey haha. And worse still, i have no idea what to do about the girl that i like at the moment, being Kym. I guess all i can do is just plot out a plan of attack so to speak. But the problem there is that i work with her, so if i fuck up, things could be extremely awkward for me. Which would only make life more difficult at work seeing as i seem to hate my job at the moment. Well, im gonna go try to get mum off the phone so i can figure out what im doing tonite and also try to catch Kate before she heads off to Fiji for 2 weeks. It seems almost cruel that the time i need a friend the most shes going overseas for a holiday haha. I have a feeling im only like this because its the Christmas season, this time of year is always hard because everyone around here is always on edge. Especially mum. And better yet!! its dads fucking 50th on sunday, so i have to go around to his fucking house and mingle with all his new found fucking friends, or should i say sharrons fucking friends. I hate that slut.
I think what im going to do is just get supremely drunk and make a fool out of myself infront of dad and all these pathetic people. hahahahaha that should be a blast!! Not to mention sweet sweet revenge :p
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[25 Nov 2003|01:42am] |
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well thats what its been hey! a long time between drinks! i wish i could think of a way to summarise whats been happening the last year and a bit, but i cant so ill just give it the best shot i can hahaha.
WELL!! First and foremost, thanks in part to my managing efforts (hehe) Know Exit are getting fucking signed!!! It's awesome as, it's all happened so fast as well! I was on msn (as always) and james from Transending Records popped up on my list. so we got to chatting and he says that he might want to sign KE. This is after he's already told me this in emails haha. Anyways, ive been talking to this guy heaps on msn, full on top bloke too which is a plus because you never know what people are gonna be like in the whole music world. Continuing on! I'm talking to him today, and its decided that we are officially part of the Transending Records Family!! we're getting fucking signed!!! its going to be the biggest rollercoaster ride from here on in, and im going to enjoy every second of it! It would still be great to be able to rock it out on guitar instead of drums, but that will come at a later date. We're going to record Engine Run for the official release of Waiting In The Wings, which im really looking foward to cause i really like this new song. We used to call it the "Motorace Song" until kenny decided to call it Engine Run...note the association :p
I'll come back and say more shit about that soon cause theres plenty more to talk about than just that!
I finished my first year of uni last monday, which was extremely satisfying i must say! and to celebrate i went out with Bri and Kenny and a heap of others to the Irish Pub at Knox (my little watering hole hehe) and got absolutely tanked haha. i only spent 15 bucks or something like that which was sweet, i should have spent about 60 bucks but toss the boss really came through for me hehe. Nothing really to mention on the girl front, well nothing that stands out at least. I have been with something like 10 or 11 girls so far this year which im quite proud of heheeh. And most of them i was quite proud of, others...not so proud hahaha. I'm supposed to be meeting up with Bec on thursday at the Lagwagon show at goo, we'll see what happens there though. I really really wouldnt mind being with her. Plus! my confidence is back finally! AND i also know for a fact she has a thing for me haha.
God listen to me! all these haha's and hehe's are making me sound like a little school girl!
I should probably give a mention to Kate, well, i should definately give a mention to Kate! I wish i met her years ago, shes pretty much my best female friend these days. I Love her to death. Plus i dont have a thing for her so that doesnt get in the way at all haha.
Im finally out of the fast food business, thank god! Im working at Ozmosis now and i fucking love it! I've always wanted to work in a surf shop! But then again what kid thats been through high school HASNT wanted to hey? i guess it's that "kool" association, i know that was a factor. Also you you just knew it was an awesome job.
It's taken a while but im finally starting to fit in there, i get along with everyone pretty well now which is great. I especially get along well with all the girls. Its good because none of them really have that whole "too-cool-for-school" attitude going. The people i get along with the best would probably be tim, jesse, dean, micko, brant, kym, cat, emily, amanda, jade...basically everyone i guess hahaha. One of the guys at work Dylan reckons that Kym was trying to pick me up the other week when we were both on change rooms...which i have absolutely no problem with what-so-ever haha. Shes a great girl, it'd be kool to get to know her better hehe. But i dont know how i could go about it hey. Time will tell.
Not much happening with MY band at the moment. The band is now going to be called "Neverset", which i love. Good, short, catchy name. I was supposed to be jamming with a couple of guys sometime in the next couple of weeks, but alas! ive broken my hand AGAIN! I broke it skating about 2 and a half months ago now, and then i broke it last tuesday when i punched the TV while playing Rocky on xbox. I beat the game a couple of days ago, so i was supremely satisfied when i did that hahaha.
Ive been writing songs lately im really really proud of. Theyre going to take me far, i can just see it. It's just a matter of getting the time to get the band moving now. I'll make it happen though. I know i will :) and its going to be bigger and better than Know Exit will EVER be!! I Just know it!!
Well thats all i can really think of for the time being, now its just a matter of seeing what the future holds!
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[15 Aug 2002|07:07pm] |
well, what can i say. im only really writing in this tonite for the sake of it hahaha.
We'll, we played our last show with carlos on friday night at EV's. It was a killer night, we didnt play that great bu everyone really liked us!! Going into the first pre chorus of chocolate bunny (we dont have a really name for the song yet) my stick flew out of my hand, over the kit and landed at daves feet. So he picked it up, chucked it over his head and it came right into my right hand!! hahaha it was fucking great!! Gerard P was up the back mixing and he jumoed out of his chair and started cheering, so did ethe rest of the crowd haha. It was fucking great haha.
I spent most of the night talking to the guys from Noogie, theyre fucking kool guys. Really down to earth and actually interesting in talking to people, just full on top blokes. They fuckign loved us which was great, cause i spoke to em about how we wanted to do some Sydney shows at the end of the year and they said that if we could get up there in a couple of weeks we could be the main support for a few of their shows!! That would have been killer! but alas...school restrains once again. But we exchanged emails with em and they said next time theyre in melbs we have to do some shows with them, and probably even be their main support act!! And they also want to get a copy of our CD as well, which is good cause the date for the recording is set now...August 24th, can't wait for that!
Another kool thing about the night was one of the dudes on the YAg team for EV's came up to us and told us how impressed he was by us, and then he went on to say he writes or works (either one, cant remember) at Inpress and he wanted to get a copy of our EP once its done!! He also said to us, and i quote..
"You guys are one of the best punk bands in melbourne!"
how fucking rad is that!! hahaha
It looks like im finally getting some progress going with my band as well, im gonna try to jam with Josh on the weekend, so hopefully that will go well. Ill have a jam with greeny soon as well, it doesnt matter cause i just want to get it up and running. Maybe even in time for the Our Ladys Battle of the Bands...that would be kool hehehe.
Also, instead of sitting around bitching about my sex life...or lack there of hahaha im doing something about it noe. Not anything huge, just sorta dropping hints to sarah, wink wink shit. Its all good thoguh cause i get a response and she seems pretty interested as well, its just a matter of time and place i suppose. hehehe
So basically all in all life is very good.
And finally, this band im listening to at the moment..Taking Back Sunday...they are fucking awesome! really really really good band! i wish i had the cash to buy their CD though grrrrrr!! hahaha
adios amigo,
-Pat
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[05 Aug 2002|07:30pm] |
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mondays are a killer hey. forget any attempts to do some homework hehehe. I actually DID some homework yesterday (being sunday). Its a good sign cause this is the time of the year that i really need to knuckle down and do my best at school...we'll see what happens i guess. But either way im actually gonna make an effort this term, not for anyone else, just for me. Just to see what i can really do i suppose.
Well anyway, getting of that subject of school *shudders*, whats been happening. We had the Battle of the Bands on friday night. We came second to Hardly Normal by sommething like two points, they played really well so they deserved to win. They've improved out of sight from the last time i heard anything of them...which was their demo. Theyve completely changed style too, and they pulled it off fucking well!! Ill be seeing more of them in future.
The band that came 3rd, this band called Just Jaycob, had this absolutely amzing drummer! full on exactly like trav barker or something. Me and Josh were watching this guy play and we kept looking at this guy playing his beats and our jaws litterally dropped to the ground.
I wrote a new song on the weekend, its pretty damn kool, im really stoked with it. Its the first song ive ever written that has a prechorus, and even better...my lyrics these days are really heading in a different direction to the whole "girls suck" kind of bullshit that i used to write. This songs pretty complex as well, its got lots of intricate little parts to it, lots of detail to this song. im really proud of it.
Im not really too sure if theres anything else worth mentioning...oh yeah carlos has left the band, but to be honest i dontreally care anymore cause he didnt give two shits about the band lately. Hes playing perminently with wishful thinking now, which is great for him! hes a top bloke and hes doing what he enjoys so i guess its all good.
Me on the other hand...i want to play guitar, not drums...im sick of sitting behind a kit and not being about to express myself properlly, im a far better guitarist than a bloody drummer for fucks sake.
Aw well, things will happen soon i guess.
HOWEVER on the whole ive been really happy and upbeat in general again...which is great :)
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| an ellusive brass razoo |
[05 Aug 2002|07:30pm] |
mondays are a killer hey. forget any attempts to do some homework hehehe. I actually DID some homework yesterday (being sunday). Its a good sign cause this is the time of the year that i really need to knuckle down and do my best at school...we'll see what happens i guess. But either way im actually gonna make an effort this term, not for anyone else, just for me. Just to see what i can really do i suppose.
Well anyway, getting of that subject of school *shudders*, whats been happening. We had the Battle of the Bands on friday night. We came second to Hardly Normal by sommething like two points, they played really well so they deserved to win. They've improved out of sight from the last time i heard anything of them...which was their demo. Theyve completely changed style too, and they pulled it off fucking well!! Ill be seeing more of them in future.
The band that came 3rd, this band called Just Jaycob, had this absolutely amzing drummer! full on exactly like trav barker or something. Me and Josh were watching this guy play and we kept looking at this guy playing his beats and our jaws litterally dropped to the ground.
I wrote a new song on the weekend, its pretty damn kool, im really stoked with it. Its the first song ive ever written that has a prechorus, and even better...my lyrics these days are really heading in a different direction to the whole "girls suck" kind of bullshit that i used to write. This songs pretty complex as well, its got lots of intricate little parts to it, lots of detail to this song. im really proud of it.
Im not really too sure if theres anything else worth mentioning...oh yeah carlos has left the band, but to be honest i dontreally care anymore cause he didnt give two shits about the band lately. Hes playing perminently with wishful thinking now, which is great for him! hes a top bloke and hes doing what he enjoys so i guess its all good.
Me on the other hand...i want to play guitar, not drums...im sick of sitting behind a kit and not being about to express myself properlly, im a far better guitarist than a bloody drummer for fucks sake.
Aw well, things will happen soon i guess.
HOWEVER on the whole ive been really happy and upbeat in general again...which is great :)
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[17 Jul 2002|07:20pm] |
Well mid year break just finished on Sunday, i wish i could say it was a good break cause it didnt really do me too much good. Dont get me wrong it was awesome to get away from school and get out of victoria for while, but there were a few thing that shat me up the wall. 1st one was that i had to do work experience the 1st week at JB. It was ok there, it was kool to be working again since i quit hungrys. Illana was working there, that was kool to see her again, i hadnt seen her for a little over two years now. She hasnt changed a bit, shes still the same girl she was in year 9. Except now she has two tattoos (one of her ex-bfs name!) her eyebrow pierced, and seems less eager to impress the world, like shes happy with herself now. Which is really good, she wasnt the discontent-with-herself girl i knew in year 9.
Port Maquarie was ok. Like i said it was killer to get away from everything for a little while. I really enjoyed that, but i didnt enjoy it anywhere near as much as i did at the start of the year. Wusty and Chris we a bit of a pain, they love ganging up on me...which really sucked ass and pissed me off severely!! Other than that minor detail it was a good week! we drank 4 out of the 6 nights, thats not including me and wusty getting pissed on the melbs to syndey train hahaha!!I bought the new Bodyjar Album...which im listening to right now haha, its fucking awesome! one of the best albums ove heard in a long time. That could be just me though haha. None the less i love it.
One the way back from Port we had the traditional layover in Sydney, which was only 3 hours this time cause there was a derailment ahead of us, so our train was delayed for a while and we had to get off the train and get the bus to the next stop past the wreck. But yeah while we were in Sydney i got to meet up with Cat from the Strungers Board, she met us down at central station and hung out with us for a bit. She was the koolest chick!! we pretty much just walked around the main street, talking basically the whole time (she seemed a little bit shy), went into Utopia (that AWESOME cd shop with all the signed shit lining the walls) and then i dragged her and wusty to the the taco bell haha!! what can i say, i love taco bell!! I felt like the biggest bogan around her though, i looked like absolute shit, as anyone would if theyd have been if they were on the train for something like 10 hours!, i hadnt shaved in about a week and i had my poxy poxy poxy ass orange hair haha. She was one of the nicest girls ive meet!!...not to mention drop dead fucking gorgeous hahaha (exactly the type of girl id be chasing haha...if there was anyone in melbourne worth chasing!!) It'd be kool as to meet up with her again, maybe later in the year cause im gonna try to organise some sydney shows towards november/december.
What else has been happening...well, today my hair's black. I had to dye it black over the dodgy ass "orange" air i had. School wouldnt have approved of my orange hair haha!! I got us (know exit) a gig at EV's FINALLY!! ive always wanted to play there!! its like a little dream of mine haha, even though its only a small local venue, all the guys have played there before and im the only one who hasnt...now thats gonna change :D:D:D Plus we got that battle of the bands coming up on the 2nd, which i hear we are going to win quite easily hahaha!!
Ah Leannes coming down here soon as well!! And Hannah too!! that should be pretty kool!...thats if they still want to meet up :S i have a feeling han doesnt really want too much to do with me these days, it almost seems like i have to force conversation with her sometimes cause she seems so disinterested. Itll be awesome to meet up with lee too! shes an awesome girl, even though ive never met her in the flesh, i still know that for a fact!!
Bodyjar and Blueline are next week, thatll be a killer show!! im hanging for that!!! then the week after that theres the battle (booya!!) then the week after that EV's on Friday night, Icarus line/meeting leanne and hannah on saturday and then Rival Schools on sunday (i think??) its goona be a kick ass few weeks!
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Fuck me!! i havent written in here in a while hey!
Well whats been goin on...I FUCKING 18 NOW hahaha thatll be the first order of business. Im 18 and loving it! I got my P's, I finally got my tatt last week as well, it looks awesome, i love it! and i got my new drum kit...i love that too haha.
I wish i had something significant to talk about. hahaha i got it! I had quite a night on friday night!! i went for a drive with emm and gerard. we ended up at the rock, which is this awesome little look out spot, gerad calls it his mini sky high. Anyways, apparently out of my peripheral veiw emma had the gropeage action going on poor gezza, then me being unaware such activities were talking place, decided to dart back down the hill to the car casue it was freezing and we wanted to go. So while i was off turning the car back towards the right direction emma jumped the poor guy hahahaha. Then while i was off taking a piss gerard tells me she turned to him and says "you got me moist now you bastard!" *shuddering in absolute disgust now* (emma is not the prettiest of things...or the skinniest for that fact haha). So as any friend would do, i spent most of the day yesterday paying him out because of it hahaha!! God it was funny shit, me and Samara really dug into the poor guy :b.
Anyways, what else has been goin on. Nothing much on the girl front, jess o'lauchlan seems to think that sarz manly hasa bit of thing for me, ive picked up on that too haha. If i was with her thoguh id have to tread carefully cause she seems like the clingy type :\.
Other than that nothing much has been going on. I guess i should mention Liv. I know ive got alot of mates from ythe internet ive never met, but id have to say i wanna meet up with her the most out of any. Shes such a awesome chick! We've been talking on the phone heaps lately as well. Its awesome cause we can talk forever about anything. Its funny cause i honestly wish i had someone like her down here, she needs to get her butt down here hahaha.
Anyways im gonna head off for now. Im still talkin to Liv and after that im headin out for a ciggie and an early bed!
Adios!
-Pat :b
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Name: Patrick Fox
Age: 17 (18 in 16 days!! ROCK!!)
Birthdate: 28th May 84
Zodiac Sign: Gemini
Location: Melbourne
Birthplace: Carlton VIC
Nickname: Fox...nothing to creative haha I wouldnt mind Yoda though...powerful jedi hmmmmm hahaha
Screen Name: its crap...i need a better one haha
Hair Color: Brown
Eye Color: Brown
Height: shit umm about 5'9" 5'10" dunno cm
Piercings: none anymore...usued to have eyebrow...getting lebrette
Tattoos: none yet...getting two soon
Freckles: nope
Wavy/Straight/Curly Hair: i dunno...normal guy hair
Hair Length: kinda surfie longish...dunno
Color of Nails: nomal
What is on your keychain: house and car keys
Job: Unemployeed
School: year 12 at Aquinas in Ringwood
Car: Mazda 323 Wagon...cant remember what year
Have you ever worked for a restaurant: Yup, hungry jacks...it hardly qualifies though
What are you wearing right now: Rip Curl Boardies, White Zero Shirt and Reef Skate Shoes
What time is it: 7:30pm
Date: May 13th
-Favorites-
Color: Blue
Song: Strung Out - Too Close To See
Movie: Monsters Inc
Band: Midtown
Subject: lunch
Place to Be: On Stage
Fruit: Apples
Meat: Chicken
Veggie: vegies??
Salad Dressing: salad??
Dog: Boarder Collie
Animal: Otters
Month: May
Season: Summer
Soap: Any
Do you smoke: Yeah
Do you drink: HELL YEAH
Pet Peeves: Homeys
Who hates you: Homeys...as far as i know thats about it
How many buddies are on your buddy list: Msn -87 , Aol - 21
How many are online right now: msn - 6 Aol - 2
What did you do yesterday : fuck all
What did you do today: school
What are you doing tomorrow: school, going to a Bodyjar instore and staying back till 8pm doing graphics
What are you doing this weekend: Drinking something cronic
-LOVE & RELATIONSHIPS-
Are you currently in love: Nah
Have you ever been in love: Yes
Define Love: in my case...pain
Boyfriend/Girlfriend: Nah...not for almost 3 years...yeah i suck
Is there anyone that you would date again: Yeah somewhere i guess
What is the longest relationship you've been in: 3 Weeks
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[06 May 2002|10:21pm] |
I hate it when i get in these sort of weird ass moods.
Its such a strange feeling, i get it on the odd occassion.
Its so strange i swear to god, im in a good mood but i feel really really depressed and lonely. Who knows, my head loves to play tricks with my emotions. This mood starts me thinking about all sorts of things, mainly it just gives me a constant feeling of hopelessness, like im never going to amount to anything, i dunno it fucked up...cause it comes in waves ya know. Its so weird, who knows it might even be part of lack of nicotiene in my system or something. Who knows.
Im really starting to question crystals sincerity in how she says she still wants to be friends. She talks about being best friends and going back to how we used to be, cracks the shits at me when i dont call her and doesnt make an effort when i tell her that im sick of making all the effort in our friendship. We dont really talk anymore, except for when she comes online and when i call her on the odd occassion, which lasts for about 2 minutes and finishes with a "ill call you back later" and i wont hear from her in a week. I gotta admit i feel kinda betrayed, i dont have feelings for her anymore, i can honestly write that down right now and not be telling myself that, i can honestly say theres no feelings there from the heart. But i feel like she only kept me so close as a friend before cause she knew i had those feelings so she would feel wanted or whatever, selfishness basically, and now that shes got a boyfriend im all of a sudden a disposable friend cause she knows just as well as i do that i dont have any feelings for her. I can honestly say im begining to hate her. Maybe its about time too...
i cant think of anything else right now
i think im empty on things to write about
till next time hey
-Pat
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OK...im copying this off Jonny who apparently copied it off Hannah...
Ten bands/artists you couldn't live without:
[1] Strung Out
[2] Midtown
[3] Jimmy Eat World
[4] Rufio
[5] New Found Glory
[6] Grade
[7] Incubus
[8] NOFX
[9] Poison The Well
[10] Every other band i like
Nine albums that are important to you: (all but number 1 change periodically)
[1] Strung Out - Twisted By Design (Helped me through some of the hardest times in my life, helped me grow as a person and gave me a push start into getting a better understanding on life)
[2] Incubus - All albums (Showed me that theres life outside punk and made me see how awesome jazz is and made thus made me a better guitarist)
[3] Rufio - (Girls suck, and taught me how to write fom the heart and not worry that some people think using the words heart, tears and words like that in lyrics is gay cause its all from the heart, made me grow as a guitarist and a songwritter.)
[4] Blink 182 - All albums (they got me into punk and i wouldn't be the person i am today if i hadn't started listening to Dude Ranch and taken it from there.)
[5] Jimmy Eat World (made me appreciate emo.)
[6] Grade - Under the Radar (showed me a whole new side of punk/emo)
[7] Poison the Well - Opposite of December (made me want to learn how to scream)
[8] Motor Ace - Five Star Laundry (showed me the more chilled side to rock and made me want to emulate it into my style.)
[9] Strung Out - Element Of Sonic Defiance (im copying jonny...made me appreciate metal ROCK!! haha)
Eight movies you'd watch over and over:
[1] Star Wars Trillogy
[2] Monsters Inc
[3] Endless Summer II
[4] Who Framed Roger Rabbit
[5] All animated movies
[6] Good Morning Vietnam
[7] Indiana Jones Movies
[8] --
Seven things that annoy you:
[1] My asshole Dad and my mum yelling all the time
[2] Love (Girls)
[3] Being Knocked back consistently
[4] Being unable to Start my own fucking band
[5] Money...or a lack thereof
[6] People who have no respect, tollerence for others.
[7] Not having a Job
Six of your favorite songs at this moment:
[1] Strung Out - Too Close Too See (the song is absolutely perfect and the last two lines of the song have a very important meaning to me)
[2] Midtown - Become What You Hate (i dont know all the lyrics yet, im sure theyre good, but this song has so much power and gets me pumped as fuck!!)
[3] Rufio - Selfishness (amazing song)
[4] Midtown - Just Rock and Roll (another kick ass song)
[5] Just Watch the Fireworks (incredible song...every time i listen to it i feel happy for some reason)
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Five TV shows you watch regularly:
[1] Big brother
[2] Temptation Island (im a slave to reality TV)
[3] Secret Life of Us
[4] Simpsons
[5] Ed
Four of your all-time-favorite, desert-island books:
[1] I don't read
Three albums you've bought recently:
[1] An American Paradox- Strung Out
[2] Midtown - Save the World, Lose the Girl
[3] Jimmy Eat World - Clarity
Two people that have influenced your life the most:
[1] Me
One thing you could spend the rest of your life with:
[1] My Guitar
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[04 May 2002|07:23pm] |
I want to play my geetaaaaar dag nabbit!! but noooo cause one of the guys has my lead from our gig last night in Emerald, which was very dodgy while im thinking of it, we had a P.A. at least, and a foldback wedge that wasnt pluged in haha. Kenny is being a dick with his style at the moment, hes trying to take us way too far down the emo path...EVERY SONG is getting slowed down to the point where i have to stop and slow down cause hes going so damn slow. Hopefully my words to him during and after the show will have some sort of effect on him hey!!
Well what else has been shakin?? Ive been doing so much graphics work over the last week...its pure insanity!! haha well at least im finally upto date on it, im stoked with the way its turning out too...the shirt is gonna look fucking kool as :) Christos (the most irritating person on earth while still being fucking a top bloke) got onto that Regan kid about drumming for me so hopefully ill hear from him soon and i can get the ball rolling. Im thinkin of giving Azza a buzz and seeing if he wants to have a jam and well se how we go there...i just need a compitent guitarist. And im considering asking Carlos if he can play bass untill i find another guy to fill the shoes. So its all looking good there hey!!
Well its finally drawing near...im 18 in about 2 weeks so im fucking stoked as!! Im depending on my income from my 18th to get a drum kit haha, im not going to spend too much cause im gonna save up for a wicked ass guitar...its gonna be an ESP too, and its gonna fuckin rock the casbah haha :) im so fucking stoked i cant wait to get things rolling!
Ahhhhh that reminds me...good old Hannah banana might read this so if you do but, carrying on from our MSN convo before you went off to watch gilmore girls, like i said you should have the guys knocking your door down bud cause 1. your very much a hottie ;) and 2. Your a absolute legend your lucky you dont live down here otherwise id be chasin after ya hehe :p
anyways im outta here!!
Adios!!
-Pat :p
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I've once again come to the conclusion that chicks are fucking crap, im sick and tired of getting knocked back!!
Awwww well what the hell can i do, its not like i have a say in the matter hey?! I'm just sick of being "alone" in the respect that i havent had a girlfriend in what like 3 years now! Fuck it, i guess my lucks bound to change sometime soon hey...its GOT TO.
Well whats been shakin, im trying to start my band at the moment, its gonna be called "Strike Three" and im fucking pumped as to get it started. Its gonna go off, i wanna try to write some more powerful/energetic i.e. Midtown stuff, instead of flat out punk with shit loads of energy haha. Nothing else has really been happening, im 18 in 4 months and two days, i didnt know that until i spoke to crystal last night whos counting down the days as it seems. And speaking of the devil, shes got a fucking BOYFRIEND now! That will last long PFFFFFFFFFTTTTT!!
Im finally over her anyway so its all good :D
alrighty im heading out for a fuckign big ass drink tonite itll be sick, were all getting pissed at wustys cause Chris is down.
Adios!
-Pat
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blaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh blah fuckin blah
I've once again come to the conclusion that chicks are fucking crap, im sick and tired of getting knocked back!!
Awwww well what the hell can i do, its not like i have a say in the matter hey?! I'm just sick of being "alone" in the respect that i havent had a girlfriend in what like 3 years now! Fuck it, i guess my lucks bound to change sometime soon hey...its GOT TO.
Well whats been shakin, im trying to start my band at the moment, its gonna be called "Strike Three" and im fucking pumped as to get it started. Its gonna go off, i wanna try to write some more powerful/energetic i.e. Midtown stuff, instead of flat out punk with shit loads of energy haha. Nothing else has really been happening, im 18 in 4 months and two days, i didnt know that until i spoke to crystal last night whos counting down the days as it seems. And speaking of the devil, shes got a fucking BOYFRIEND now! That will last long PFFFFFFFFFTTTTT!!
Im finally over her anyway so its all good :D
alrighty im heading out for a fuckign big ass drink tonite itll be sick, were all getting pissed at wustys cause Chris is down.
Adios!
-Pat
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| of things past and too come... |
[02 Apr 2002|11:31pm] |
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well hello hello!
havent written anything here in a while hey! what can i say ive been a busy boy, had two gigs on the weekend and an 18th so im wiped out from those. Had band practice today so again im wiped out, i need to take a breat for a few days from drumming so my arm has time to recover, my arm was too tired to keep up the speed today in band practice but its all good i guess. Now the gigs! The Chelsea gig on saturday was a bit of a learning experience to say the least. It was my first gig in fucking ages so i was nervous as shit and that resulted in me stuffing up a lot of my rolls but it was all good casue the kit wasnt mic'd up so it could have just been interpreted as use of dynamics hehe. There was only about 20 people there so it didnt really matter how well we played, we jhust used it as a practice gig pretty much but it was still fun! The Sunday night gig in beaconsfield was awesome! I got to play on a pretty yellow pearl kit with some pretty average cymbols, except for the ride which sounded fucking insane! and the hi-hat sounded pretty kool as well. I spoke to matty from hjs today and hes gonna let me borrow his $5000 Mapex with cymbols coming out the wazoo for the party gig on friday night and k-fest on saturday. Im so pumped for k-fest! its gonna be fucking insane!
Alrighty, well theres not much else for me to tell...i think crystals a bit cut at me cause i didnt really talk to her on sunday night at the gig, but whenever i tried she seemed like she didnt really want to talk to me, i think she was just acting like that cause that lisa dickhead was around but its all good. Things on the sally front are basically non-existent haha but i dont really care, shes comin to k-fest on saturday i think so ill probs see her there...ill call her tomoz night after warped. YEAH!!! WARPED TOUR TOMOZ!!! FUCK YEAH im sooo veryy pumped for that!! its gonna go off!!
I spoke to nicole last night on msn and i gave her a ring on her mobs tonite but i think she was workin or something cause she didnt pick up. I havent seen her in fucking aagggees!! i gotta catch up with her in the holis sometime, well probs goto the movies next week or something and i think shes comin to k-fest on saturday. I wouldnt mind "catching up" with her either hahaha, shes a fucking legend that girl...she can talk the ear off a dead rhino but shes kool as, my sorta chick...well close...maybe if she wasnt that tiny bit ditzy...but its more craziness than ditzyness so its kool, but still sometimes it can be a bit much. Fuck it who cares, shes a kool chick hahaha.
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Ues thats right campers...chicken cock doodle! another kind message from our friends at the fox household militia the sweetest smelling militia in the world. Hehe i had the sudden compulsion to quote Good Morning Vietnam. God i Love that movie...Robin Williams is the funniest bastard alive i swear to god hahaha.
Ive got Throw in the Towel by No Motiv on repeat at the moment, fuck i love this song i reckon its probably one of my favorite songs at the moment. LOVE IT!!
I had band practice again today, things with the band are going so well!! it fucking great, we spent about an hour learning and perfecting a new song so that moves our total upto 8. We played for about 3 hours straight so naturally im fucked!! haha I cant wait to play this gig on easter sunday...fisrt of many gigs coming up. Fuck i cant describe howpumped i am to finally be playing gigs!! i mean this is it...this is what its all about for me, this is what i want to do with my life. Just get up on stage infront of hundreds or thousands of people, play music and just have fun. Thats what its all about. Anyway yeah im stoked.
Me and Kenny made an executive decision to record an EP on the second week of the school holidays :D Its gonna be so fucking awesome...weve already got a track list lined up. i think this is the go for now
1.Once Again
2.One Way
3.Born Again
and i think the fourth will be either 2 Choices or Never Going Back.
I cant wait its gonna be awesome!!
FUCK YEAH!! STOKED!!
alrighty im outta here, i gotta have a shower cause i smell like shit from practicing all day, then im off to Seans to hang out with the guys for the night :) its gonna be fucked though cause ill have to get up at 4:45 tomoz to goto the trash and treasure with mum and mahala to sell our stuff
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[15 Mar 2002|07:35pm] |
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Ive got nothing to do so im going around editing my settings on this thing, I accidently wrote a comment to jonny which was written to lee in her comments page. Its funny as hell cause my brain is in cruise mode at the moment cause i dont have any really need to activly use it tonite. Theres no point to it anyway, ive got nothing to put my mind to tonite. Actually i do! I gotta get some pics of Brandon from Incubus for i can daw a cartoon character of him for my Media film. It should be pretty kool...the animations I'll draw for it wont be long, only about 2 or 3 seconds. Fuck any longer cause if i remember correctly, to create a nice smooth animation you need to have 25 frames per second. And i want to get a really smooth animation going so its gonna take alot of work for this thing. But its gonna be worth it! I cant wait to get started on this, ive got some great ideas brewing
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[15 Mar 2002|06:30pm] |
Jesus christ im bored!! This is one thing i despise, being stuck at home on a friday night...even worse would be on a saturday night!! Hopefully that doesnt happen though or ill seriously crack the shits. Im dying for a ciggarette right now...its pretty pathetic hey! Ive only had one today which is nothing, but if i quit, from past quitting and semi quitting experiences the first two days are always th hardest...after that its still pretty easy. I dunno it stupid i guess cause its times like this where i just smoke out of boredom.
Ill probably end up going to Wusty and the guys indoor cricket game tonite, ive got nothing better to do tonite. At least if i go i can feed my addiction by buying some ciggarettes. Id rather be doing something else, if i knew someone that was goin to st. judes fate i could go there. Sals gonna be there but i dont really know what the caper is there...its not looking very good. I think her interest in me is fading fast.
Fuck her then hehe
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| i jack off with my left haaaaannnnd... |
[14 Mar 2002|10:30pm] |
Well!!
my first entry hey...what can i say?? well start with the basics hey.
Things are going awesome at the moment, well actually things are pretty standard but for some reason all year ive just felt great. Its strange, i mean i love being this happy, i can barely remember a time when i was like this and im stoked to be like this, but i got plenty to be shitty about when i think about it. I mean christ! dad just moved away to the states last tuesday, we dont really know how long he'll be gone for. It should only be for about 4-6 months at the least but worst case scenario is about 2 years! (OUCH!) Theres not much happening with the girls at the moment, the whole crystal thing is going well. Were basically best friends again which is awesome, i love that girl for so many reasons. But right now its all as a friend, shes always there for me, we got a lot of things in common still, weve been talkin on the phone almost every night this week for at least an hour or so. Thats one of the things i love about her, as my best friend that is...no matter what, no matter how shitty or depressed one of us is we can ALWAYS cheer eachother up and talk for hours on end. i hate to sound sappy but i dont know what id do without her sometimes, i know i can get along fine without her, ive done it already and i was feeling great about everything, but i was kind of stuck with emma to talk about stuff with. I mean emms great, shes one of my best friends, i just dont trust her the same way as i do with Crys. Emm seems to spin far too much shit, i dont feel like i can believe half the things she says anymore.
Anyway back to the point! whats been happening...i spoke to Sal tonite, she seems like a nice girl and shes a hottie to boot so for obvious reasons i wouldnt mind hooking up with her hehehe, so hopefully that goes well.
I had band practice tonite after school. I love jamming with these guys, its so much fun! They have the ability to be serious about the music and we can still have a shitload of fun at the same time. We were all jumong about while we were playing, even i was behind the kit haha!! I gotta get a fucking drum kit!! I so wish i could have a DW...those things make me drool hehe. SHIT! its a bit late now, i gotta head off. Gotta call Lee (shes a legend..even though ive never met her i know shes a fucking champion!) and i got a bit of homework to do. I gotta get myself back into the habit of doing work every night or im going to get shat on at school. I can already tell this journal thing is going to be really good for me, i guess i need this sort of thing to help get my feelings out, especially since i think things through as i type and i can reason as i go. Its gonna be really helpful :)
adios,
-Pat :b
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